Self Reflection

Hidupkanlah malam dengan dzikrul maut ….
adalah lebih baik menangisi kematian saat hidup
dibanding menyesali kehidupan saat maut telah menjelang.

Bahwa manusia sumber salah dan alpa itu adalah sunnatullah…
Namun taubat hanyalah bagi mereka yang ingin diampuni dan diselamatkan dari api neraka.

I know i haven’t written a single post in ages. I just can’t find the mood to do it just yet. Plus i’m in a state of remorse.

Everyone in this wicked world is sinful, that what makes us human. Those who are blessed are those who can climb their way out of the dark valleys of sin, to breath the air of faith and shined by hidayah.

I wish i can stand on a place that high. To be able to easily cry because of sin, or just a touch of my forehead in a sajjadah, or a few words of the holy Quran.

My sins is eating me alive …
with only Quran as my only salvation
an Oasis in the vast sandy desert